I have lit a candle for TT Girl. I would have prefered to have her follow a light then to have me put her in a carrier and brought down to be helped. I made a promise that I wouldn't do that anymore, but this one promise has to be broken. I can't see her suffer any more with the pain she is feeling. I brought her home, I feel, under selfish reasons Saturday night and now I am second guessing if I did the right thing.
She looked up at me with those trusting eyes full of love (which now are also filled with pain) when I first rescued her. That would have been two years come this September. My gut wrenches knowing that I may have caused her more pain than needed to be for her because of my own emotions. I love her, she is another child to me, as all our cats and furry (and non furry) friends are to us all.
I will update as soon as I have done what I can for my little girl.