To my wonderful TT Girl

With a heavy heart, I scooped up TT in my arms Tuesday night. I carried her in my arms in the car to the vets to help her cross the bridge. She sat on my chest,her eyes looking all around as we drove. I thought I may be making a mistake by doing this today but she had other plans. We opened the carrier at the office and she willingly walked in, something she never did. I knew she was ready. She went to sleep peacefully at 5:25 pm est. She was brought to Angel View this morning where she will be cremated. She was an indoor kitty and will remain so. I should be getting her home next week sometime.



Rest your head sweet one. Go and wait for me, because someday I will be there with you. I know now, you are not hurting. I still get up and look to where you had your stinky goodness to see if I need to give you more. I look from the kitchen table, to your sleep spot pillows and find a shadow of you. My minds eye plays aweful tricks right now. In the short time we had with each other you have made me happy when I was sad,loved me when I was cranky, and gave me all your love unconditionally. In the end, I hope you knew that I was your strength when you had none.

Lighting a Candle for TT

I have lit a candle for TT Girl. I would have prefered to have her follow a light then to have me put her in a carrier and brought down to be helped. I made a promise that I wouldn't do that anymore, but this one promise has to be broken. I can't see her suffer any more with the pain she is feeling. I brought her home, I feel, under selfish reasons Saturday night and now I am second guessing if I did the right thing.

She looked up at me with those trusting eyes full of love (which now are also filled with pain) when I first rescued her. That would have been two years come this September. My gut wrenches knowing that I may have caused her more pain than needed to be for her because of my own emotions. I love her, she is another child to me, as all our cats and furry (and non furry) friends are to us all.

I will update as soon as I have done what I can for my little girl.

Easy Like Sunday Morning

This is me this mornings, at home, where I belong!

I keeps tellin Mommy Bean don't cry for me. She has improved my life in the last 2 years thats I has lived with her. Well Kitty friends, I may nots be here on this plane for furry long. You see, I hasn't been doings good. As you may has read, my kidneys are failing. Lately, I has lost weight and not wanted to move much from Mommy Beans sleep spot pillows. Her pillows are my comfort, they smell likes her and they are so warm and comfy.

Yesterdays, I wents to my v-e-t. She said that I was a furry sick girl. I knew that already. She referred me to go to a place called Cape Cod Veterinary Specialists. Well they stole my bloods and the tests were not furry good. They coulds of course kept me in the hospital and did's all kinds of stuff to makes me feel better but it woulds not keep me healthy for long. My discharge diagnosis is chronic kidney failure,anemia, and severe metabolic acidosis. So Mommy Bean decided to brings me home so that I could spend my last time with my family.

And even though, I keeps purring and looking at her, her eyes leak and leak. I just don't has the energy to get up much. Mommy Bean has offered me's all my favorite stinky goodness too!

Sometimes it's easier for us furrys to let go, than it is for the beans. So my kitty friends, I want's you all to know, that if I do nots make it back this week to do any more blogging, that I has enjoyed each and every moment we all has shared. I will leaves Molly, Shadow and baby woofie Jake to continue to dictate to Mommy Bean and writes when she can for them.

And who knows, maybe I will do as Anastasia had and come back to do a blog or two afters I am gone.

Loves you guys and FANK YOU!

~ TT Girl ~

Saturday Matinee

Mommy Bean originally wanted to cancel the Saturday Matinee. But I talkeds her into keeping it going. She said, she didn'ts has the heart to do anything serious but wanted to have something that makes her laugh.

So I saids to her whats about that comedian Jeff Dunham (dot com) that makes you laughs? She saids she was afraid it may offends folks but will put the video up for those that want a laugh.




By the ways, if you goto this site called Rescue Waggin' you can donate $1 green paper to the charity just by watching Spunky the woofie taking the Ride of her life!

"The Rescue Waggin' ® program was created by PetSmart Charities to help save the lives of homeless dogs and puppies by transporting them from areas of high pet population (where they face certain euthanasia) to shelters where adoptable dogs are in demand."

It's never good-bye, it's see you later.

It is with a heavy heart that I have to type this (and tears that flow very freely).

We finally found Fatty to bring to the vet. What they found was not good. Fatty had feline aids. She was so weak and could barely walk. Yet she choose to stay near this house and us, I think.

It was decided that Fatty could not suffer any more, 4 of us (myself and the big male bean and the couple downstairs) decided that it was time to see her cross over. You see, the vet said that Fatty was about 10 years old and we didn't know how long or even if she would survive long. Plus, she was an outdoor kitty who loved nothing more than being there, to ask her to stay indoors away from other cats would kill her all in its own.

Fatty was helped to the bridge Thursday at about 330 pm est. She was brought home in a special box with a beautiful flower on top. Later, when the rain stopped, a hole in the back yard was dug so that we could lay Fatty where she always liked to be. A bag of kitty food was put in with her, so she could share some food across the bridge.

Right now, someone has put a statue of 3 kittens up on top of her spot. We have plans to put a piece of slate down where she lays, in her memory.

I will tell more of her coming to this house story later on, when my eyes don't leak so much.

Unspectacular Quirks Meme

We was tagged by Skeeter - LC - Ayla to do the Quirks Meme!

First The rules:

• Link to the one who tagged you. We did!
  

• List the rules on your blog. We did this Too!
  

• Tell about 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.

• Tag some blogger friends with links. Leave a comment on their blog to let them know they've been tagged.

1. Molly will not eat unless Mommy Bean is in the human litter box room withs her.
2. Shadow does not have a big meow, his voice is soft like a purr.
3. TT has a BIG meow and she is only half Shadows size, and she uses it to say shes hungry.
4. Jake snorts ALOT!
   
5. He also has a "purr" when he is really happy.
6. Molly will wait until the littlest bean girl is asleep then leaves her room. When the alarm clock goes off in the morning, Molly runs quickly to the littlest bean girls room to make sures she is in view of her when she wakes up.

I would like to tag Mickey for this meme. Shadow wants Georgia to do this. Molly would like to invite Tillie to let us know her quirks too!

Wordless Wednesday

Tattle Tail Tabby Tuesday

Mom and I have decided that on Tuesdays I would have my say. So today I am going to tell some stuff I have seen and heard about the baby woofie Jake.

I have heard the beans say that when Jake goes out he fakes a pee. That way when he does he gets extra treats. I think this is a smart move on his behavior.

Shadow has come out to investigate Jake. He will sit and not look at him but will sniff him when Jake looks away or is sleeping. But if the woofie looks at Shadow, he will sit with paw ready to whap while Jake barks at him. I have seen Shadows paw whap Jake many times because of the barking, I have even lent a paw at this too.

I have learned to play with Jake but only when he starts this. He will jump and bark at me and then run as fast as he can. When he does this I run after him and will reach out to whap him but not with my claws (just yet). This has been fun so far.

~ Molly ~

Daisy's Butterfly Garden

We are going to let the Littlest Bean girl do a blog entry today...


I like Daisy's blog so much, that I made this for her.

By the Littlest Bean Girl

Saturday Matinee

We has TWO movies today for your viewing pleasure.
Remember brings your catnip with you and
ENJOY THE SHOW!

And Mommy Beans favorite birdie and a what?

Finally Friday

Yup, da Mommy Bean has been slacking again. She says it has something to do with no sleep and the alien blurpy. I do not know whats she is complaining about though, it's not like she can't handles another mouth to feed. *S*I*G*H* Oh well's ........

So this weekend we really don't has many plans. I plan on staying in my sleep spot on da Mommy Bean pillows. Yes, I has claimed my sleep spot back!! Molly and I has come to *cough* agreements on this. See she sleeps at the bottom if I's on my on Mommy Beans pillows, but when I am in da sun spot chair, she gets to sleep on the Big Male Bean's pillows next to the alien blurpy. I still don'ts know why she likes to protects that alien anyway.

I also plan on saving a few good whaps for that woofie Jake. He doesn't still seem to realize that us 3 kittys do NOT want him to play with us. Even Fatty couldn'ts stand his playing with her furs and tail any more, so she hisseds at him! Good Job Fatty!!!

Da Mommy Bean plans to find Fatty. See, she made a v-e-t appointment for her on Thursday, and when da Mommy Bean wented to go gets her, Fatty had been let's out of the building. We are not sure who let's her out, even though the neighbor beans knew she was bringings her to the v-e-t. She was furry upset when's she couldn'ts find Fatty because she want's Fatty to be all betters. I fink perhaps Fatty knew and said "Laaaaaaayyyy ttttttttterrrrrrr" real quick so as to not be taken in a PTU!

( Almost ) Wordless Wednesday

Mommy is furry worried about Fatty. She isn't as fat as she used to be (sorry my well fed friends I am trings to use words that Mommy used) her furs isn't as shiney as they used to be eithers. And today, Mommy noticed that she was limping.

Mommy Bean did check out her paw & leg on her front left side and the bendy part of where the paw meets the leg seems to hurt Fatty when she bends it. As far as her furs go thats not good nor is the losing weight we don't finks. She tried to get Fatty to stay in but woofie Jake wouldn't leave her alone, which mades her hiss (which we has never heard her do).

Please kittys PURR hard for Fatty. We has to count our green papers to see if we's can bring her to the v-e-t but until then all your helping healing purrs woulds be great!

Fanks,

TT (and da Mommy Bean too)

Mancat Monday (dedicated to my hero)

Today I dedicate my Mancat Monday to my boy bean, Khayman and to the baby woofie Jake.

Today they are heros in my eyes because when the Mommy Bean had a low blood sugar and needed help they were there!

My boy bean gotted her some juice quick and the woofie Jake cleaned up the juice that had spilled on Mommy. Jake also gaves Mommy some licks to tell her she's going to be okay.

Saturday Matinee

This story is about Mickey. He was a homeless feral kitty who was helped by a VERY loving Bean!

You can find his bean HERE.

And here is the story with the video ...

"When I met Micky, he was living in an old car, dying slowly. An
infection caused his eye to explode. He was down to five pounds. I
netted him. Without knowing how I would pay the cost, I had his eye
removed by a vet. Fortunately two wonderful donars covered most of the
cost for his surgery. Worth it? Look at this boy, desperate for love.
He thought he was going to be killed. Instead..he found salvation."

EDIT:
We got this answer from the Bean Lady's blog when we lets her know
that the video was used.

Strayer said...

Hey tt thanks. Haven't had much internet time of late. Hope to get back to it one day. I love the cat blogospherees. They have raised money to help so many cats, including Mickey. Did you know the Cat Blogospherees helped out on Mickey's surgery?

Thursday 13 #26 - Images

13 things seen this week!

Wordy Wednesday (All about Fatty)

We has discovered informayshun about Fatty!

It seems a neighbor on the next street recalls that she appeareds a year ago.

That neighbor also made a special sleep place for her in his barn.

They also feed her lunch meat and she hisses at the male bean there.

Not only does that neighbor feeds her but another one does too and they makes sure she always has someone to feeds her on that street.

Mommy Bean has put some flea medicine and some ear stuffs in her ears too.

Mommy Bean and the downstairs neighbor was worried that Fatty wasn't friendlys any more. Mommy Bean tooks extra steps to get Fatty more friendly again.

Shadow is happy that Fatty comes back around!


Mommy Bean bought a special litter box for Fatty. The downstairs beans has also sprayed the basement to gets rid of fleas and bugs that she has brought in withs her.

Fatty has lost lots of weight which has Mommy Bean worried.

Mancat Monday

No Mom I do not want you to touch me! You have ignored Mancat Monday for far too long!

Oh so you think some bribes of more blogging and catnip would work?

*Groan* I am ........ only ......... going ....... to ........ let ........ this ...... pass er ...... not .... FINE you win again, I can't resist the pets and loving! Take my piccy and let me nap please!

Saturday Matinee and award

hold you in my arms forever




I gotted an award from Skeeter, LC and Ayla and the Mommy Bean saved it but forgots to post it. So with some paw prodding I finally gots to do it.



So many kittys on the blogosphere makes my day and its so hards to say which one specifically makes me smiles. So I's will pass it on to any kitty that leaves me loves. :)

Happy Purrthday America!

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Thursday 13 #25 - WHAT?

Things this week that has mades all us kittys go What the Paw???

1. Blogging, the Mommy Bean has beens furry lazy busy with some alien blurpy and hasn't helped any of us with the blog.
2. Not only has she not helped us blog she hasn't even lets us visit our friends on here either!
3. Mommy Bean has let my GOOD stinky goodness run outs and gives me that yucky stuffs I do's not like.
4. To show the protest is on, I has taken to seeking attention from all the other beans.
5. Mommy Bean has been cleaning us kittys AND makings sure we has no fleas. Even Fatty gotted some flea medysins.
6. That baby woofie Jake has gotten LOTS of treats lately, but what abouts us kittys here, huh? So he gets peanut butter "cookies" (Oh yea the lady said they were bones), he gets a few cheese balls and he even shares HER cereal - cherrios!
7. Now it's OK for the woofie Jake to has an accident on the floor near special papers but it's not okay for us kittys?
8. The alien blurpy has taken my spot over on the bed, and where has I been? On the chair, under the table in the kitchen.
9. Shadow has developed a large noise in which we call a H-I-S-S! It's cuz the woofie Jake drives him's crazy through the gate in da kitchen that goes to the livings room.
10. Molly has chased the woofie Jake finally! I has to tell's you Mommy Bean cheered Molly on's for standing up's for us kittys!
11. Fatty has comes in only a few times. I has been investigatings things and I's will share the story next Wednesday!
12. Also, I has over heards Mommy Bean being upset. The land lord wanted to find Fatty a home, along with the other stray kitty thats in the basement. The downstairs bean has talked the landlord into letting us share in Fatty's care. Let's hope its successful!
13. I really miss all my kitty friends and wants you to know you are in my thoughts now if I's could just get the Mommy Bean from being LAZY!!!

And I has to share this, Auntie Bean founds it and said it looks like me. I fink Tybalt woulds love the straw !!